now i know

it's no wonder they don't take you seriously
when you can't even get things done

every time this happens i bury my head
and hope it turns out okay
but i get the feeling it's not going to this time

sometimes

im really glad nobody reads this because its the only private place i have even though its slapped on the internet like some big fucking opportunity
im not surprised that i wasnt but i wanted to be but i guess nobody takes you seriously if you dont act it
not sure whats worse my disappointment or theirs probably theirs because i know how hard it is right now

but none of that really matters because ive got it all planned and sorted and i cant wait

scraped away old cells and im new all over and you havent had chance to taint meeee
and tonight im going to drink it all away
i think i picked a really shitty role model in you gerard way
im gonna make something of myself though just like you did boyyy
haha party time.

same cell

im keeping to these shadows
and marking all your moves in chalk and dust
sugar im chasing sunsets and cruising dawn
my six packs choking up with all this rust
and the lies that spilled from a pretty mouth
choked on the barrel of a gun choke these words down
we'll spin some lies and weave a web
get away cars and its all too much
altars never stained so red and all those demons in your head
she's sleeping in a box of six by three
house of the dead, burn her blood and swallow it down
come on sugar we all fake it in vanity lair
i've no reflection (on the matter or the mirror)
its the light thats burn your skin get back inside
draw the angels to the dark we'll take their halos
and keep them with our dreams we don't need them where we're going
hell is no place for lovers honey
hell is no place for you
hell is where we're going honey
get used to the flames they're so in love with you

from the & h e a r t s ;

you have to get through the present to enjoy the future
i'm not suffering through i'm in love with the present
but my future is bright my future sparkles
my future is you

well

sucker for punishment
sprinting down memory lane
and i twisted my ankle

come flying low

she's an angel look at her wings
sucked you in got you captured now
no fucking angel on the inside
oh, a heart of coal and wheres your soul
sold it long ago to a handsome stranger
came in the night promised riches and power
wanted it he had it
he sold it he told it you own it
the devils got his own hes got his eye on you
and youre never gonna get away (get away from him)
cos im coming for you, oh angel watch your back
they say vampires live forever
well, vampires will never hurt you
no theyll never hurt you just take all you have
and leave you with nothing but your rotted little head
and your mother trying to put the pieces of your skull back together
theyre never gonna fit (oh god, oh god)
we never fit in and your brainll never fit
ill paint the walls with you wait and see
its just a matter of time cos you sold your soul
and youve got nothing left
they can hear your pulse but youve got no heart
what are they gonna take, sugar
well theyre gonna take what you hold dear
theyre gonna take your tongue

todesschmerzen

its time for the night of our lives
get the shotgun were riding out
take them down for all theyve done
lets go down in a show of flames
theyll never catch us where we go
were hitched up with nines
father forgive them for they know not what we will do
but you knew all along
this was coming (its been a long time coming)
sugar lets take them down
put your hand in mine
youre not going alone take me down with you
revenge has never looked as good
as the reflection of bullets in your eyes
well kiss the angels goodbye
theyll never see us again
not where were going (oh were going down)
so far the flames wont touch us
no fire no punishment
traitors death well die at their hands
as they will die in ours
see you in hell sugar
ill be waiting dont you worry